Sunday, February 06, 2005
do i sound boring or uninterested on the phone?haha .cos actually, my heart doesnt feel that way(:
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i haven been writing a normal entry cos i think i am boring. but i think i have something to write today(:
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there are times when i feel so low and have nothing to say at all. times when i will just keep my mouth shut and look blur. and it is during those times i seem to be the most dao, the meaniest and the most indifferent person on the planet.
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but thank God that there are times when i can smile non-stop, times when words just fly out of my mouth non-stop and times when i dont look blur. these are also the times when i dont really seem dao or mean ore indifferent. and im happy that these times are always more than the times im low.(:
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there are also times when i can agree with another person cos he/she says things that are so right, and i totally agree. but there are also times when i argue and argue, cos i disagree. i lost control.):
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there are times when i cant come out with words to express myself and just groan or smile. times when i thought of what i should say during the conversation afterwards, they're the times i regret.
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these are times, my times.

he told me why not get into a relationship with the person you like, cos if you dont, the feeling will go away, he said. you get the "status", so why not?
i was stun and tempted for awhile but i realized what i have to do is to see whether this is pleasing God?do my parents want me to get into it?am i ready?is she?am i mature enough to do what's best for her?do i love her?

i guess i will just end here. i am not boring, am i?heh heh(:

nathan.

|crunch.!| 9:49 PM|

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